journey number two

once upon a time. in china.there liv nine li sparrow. they travel 2gether2...
n here comes another series of their journey
it was examination week for d lil sparrow named jack.. n as for d small birds..they study together..towards their lovy dovy dream. jack's house has been their port for a few days durin d evil exam week. some of them had a sleep over but some went back home durin d mornin n came again in d afternoon..(@_@)
ah hah..lucky again. d oppurtunity for lil jack to go on wonderin at her fren house. there she go..ask for her fren, arty to take jack with her home. arty smillinly take d lil bird home with her.. there they go d two lil sparrow...to arty's house with a drive offer by some other kind lil sparrow on their way.

~fly lil birds fly. fly freely to ur dream~

n they arrived safe n sound at arty's house. arty's family was home. demo, for lil jack she does feel a bit shy but not as much at mean's house bcoz arty's house wasnt on any occasion. still the sweet lil feelin of shyness had been part of herself.
1st thin she did there was eat to her stomach. arty's mother cookin was saikonyer best. over best.(hiperbola nie melampau tp betul2 sedap). wat did she eat? huh..guess wat..a homemade mertabak. small in size n cute too. muuuaaah. gracious seniorita.
well to say..she went there n do nothin except "mogo+sleep+lazing around+readin novel+n some study for d exam". now tat jack know tat tis is d fun stuff tat fren will do...fren..they talk..eat 2gether..visit each other..lie in bed of other..in overall it was doin somethin tat make everyone close too. knowing tat we r 'friend..nakama..comrade'
but it was somethin differ for her..her visit to arty's family..it was like they take it as a visit from a relative. a close relative. it was so bcoz they treat jack leisurely like their family. it was like everything was normal. nothing to worried of. arty was d eldest in family. watchin arty sister-attitude was so nice. here is it. d other side of our arty..a great sister. she know how to managed n act over her lil sister..n jack in return learn new thing again. be good to ur sister.wahahaha(seem like jack had been hard on her sister..???)
n jack d lil sparrow was very very hapy.. jack. she was a lil sparrow who spend most of her time in bed in return havin tis visit make her think tat she rarely visit her fren..till now maybe two visit only. she is who she is..a shy lil sparrow.

jack d lil sparrow hoped tat if arty found tis lil story..she hoped tat arty d lil sparrow know how she had feel. she wanted to thanx arty for those great memory n d saikonyer best homemade mertabak.n thanx too for makin her realize how she had been spendin her years useless. doin none of fun n fren. now tat she know n now tat she had been d better jack who wish to never changed herself

asyik2 ingAt2 jee

salam. greeting. hehe. mmg pon asyik ingat2 je nak upload story baru tp x pon. hr nie myibukkan diri dgn umah ku..pepun insyAllah next entry..comin soon..(bahaya ckap sensorang nie)

18

salam. greeting.

18

i turn to 18

i am 18 now

mom said: "18 means gonna act like 18

being like 18

work like 18

think like 18"

watever it was

18 means adult

a zone of danger

a zone of happiness

a zone promising me anythin

demo i only got one word to say

"if 18 means i'm turning to adult

going to enter d adult world

then let me be a good adult

let me be a good 18

let me be a good girl

let me be myself

let myself be good adult"

journey number one

once upon time in china..there liv nine little sparrow in an old city. they fly and travel together wherever they go. one day a lil sparrow namely jack come upon an idea to visit her fren's house. she decided to visit mean's house first. then wen an open oppurtunity came, where mean and jack were destined to bump to each other in a ball. on the way home, mean invited jack for a drive to her house.. there they go the two lil sparrow.. luckly for jack to take d drive for it was her 1st time on a long long way drive. alon the way..mean take her chance to show jack some of her seven fren house. jack in return was overjoyed tat she almost fly to the moon..

upon reachin mean house..jack turn to feel a bit shy..s she realise tat mean's family was home.
it was so unproper for her to visit her fren house wen the family had an occasion to bussy with. demo..she said no word to mean but drowning herself into her nervous. mean in return happened to realise her fren sudden change. she therefore act normally as nothin to mad of. upon seein tis..jack realise how mean was hopin tat she also act normally.

later..d lil sparrow find out tat..her visit tis time was not a waste.. she feel her frenship to mean grow even closer. they talk about stuff n finish their time readin d novel. she knew exactly for a girl like her who loved to finish her time mostly in her bedroom...she would not had other chance later. she was realy happy even if she will never come again later. someday for sure she hoped she could come again to tis peaceful house.

as for d lil sparrow, it was a moment to remember.. she was realy greatful to had been here..the cookle-a-doo from the village hen, d laughter of d children, d sound of the women talk, the greenery scenery n d smell of d damp cool air was so relaxinn. everythings there remind her of her nanny's village. n wen mean nanny came close to jack askin her for lunch she smile happly to mean's nanny whisper. just like how nanny did. jack smile to her ears but her heart cryin for missing her grandparent. the enviroment was so similar at her nanny's house. she hoped silently for d moment to come again. she hoped to see..hear..n smell everythin there. demo. she knew d momen for her had pass..no more nanny waitin smilinly. no more hug from nanny. no more chicken to run. no more women talk n no more laughter there. all is left was d old house n d damp cool air waitin for every1 to enjoy. but no one will come to make everytin d same. thers only come n goes n no turning back
finally she went back home riding again wift mean. for her to hav d feelin again she was so thankful to mean. n she live happly ever after

lazing aRoUnd

salam. hehe. sorry. i''llcome out wift another entry again next time.. insyAllah i'll tell you another short tale bout my journey to Min house..@_@;
sorry.. i had been lazing around today..wuhhahahha..salam greeting.

Afif birthday WISHES

Salam. greetng*blinkblink*

Afif hapy birthday.. dah tue 2x hahaha
i had been 18. now u tooo. 18. hahaha
happy birthday..sory got no credit n been on holiday from my fb..u know..
emm..wats else to say..emm..18 mean our frenships also grow fonder rite. u have been my precious intelligent nakama since darjah 2 kann, thank you so much for ur accompany. long..longest accompany. gomawo.
n as always wish to other on their birthday
BE URSELF
coz i luv tat
ashiteru fillah
ukhwah fillah forever

CUT 2009 skool diary

i been jottin down some of my oldskool memory wift my nakama. it started during my late may. its a little bit late 4 me to do so but better than none as 2009 is my last year in high skool. i gonna miss those days. so i hope i got somethin 2 haunt me in my quiet moment. best said i'm older now. i'm turning to adulthood from my precious teenage years. i'm 18. gonna act like 18. but i love 2 said this 2 my self 'b urself'. wel back 2 my note..tis is it. i hop my nakama wil read them smillinly n laugh 2 our childish game. i may just jot down it a few note but..whimsical!!

26/5: fightoo..oh. today i got nothin tat i remember to jot down but chayok!! my fren

12/6: wahahaha. i study bios wif min through d fon. best laa.. we finish 1 chap.

15/6: smuaa pon akan jadik oldskool memory nanti. wat a sad day afraid of d futre.

21/6: kayon promise me buku hlovate. semua series. if get wat she told me too in trial.

22/6: fuuuh. tired of studyin. real tired. hari nie baru rasa keletihan sbenar org y brusaha gigih. if i got no sleep 3 days in row like these. jadik ape laa aku agaknyer??hahaha

25/6: i'm havin a great chat wif arif at skool..we talk bout our future. our studies. spm. today i see the other side of arif.. she is a gud a listner n gud in cormfortin people. tats my nakama. s usual we greet each other wif spirit-boosting word. chayok!!

6/10: CUT palng busy today. Jill tggal sensorang dlm klass!!! along+deal=hal class. arif+hafiz+lee=jadik menteri luar. hazim+afif+min=meetin. (T_T) jill sorang je t'kulat-kulat dlm class. tapi sape y palin kuat playin truant sbenarnyer?? who's d player??

7/10: cg.zahari bg pantun kat tobo.. n of course kitrong jwb balik pantun cg. dgr ya

minum kopi terasa pahit

berjaga malam membaca buku

cg jganlah sakit2

kalau nak tengok kami masuk u

n suprisingly cg jawab lagi.. hehe. smua ni jadik dlm klass.. klas kami 5 ibnu Qayyum@5iQ. kami x mengalah n balas balik.

membaca buku dibatang pinang

sambil rehat minum 100plus

jasamu cg kami kenangan

insyAllah 5iQ 11A++

8/10: hari niee pon CUT busy jgak tapi hari nie special we got hazim,jill,along and deal in the class. ktorang study sesame.

12/10: as usual CUT was busy. almost all of us got a responsibility. hazim=binnadwah. i cant recal wat position shes on. Afif=binnadwah. shes d treasurer.wow. Along n Deal= n monitor n her asssit. busy bout d clas. a great monitor ever!! Lee=d prefect secretary. realy diligent wif her work. n as s a secretary she even got a laptop.wow. shes also the vice president of charity club. Arif=the vise president of photograpy club. lucky to had her as our fren. d photograhy's club room has always been our port. hehe. thanx alot Rif. gomawo. Jill=the vise president of d library. me. no comment. n as for Hafiz=d klas treasurer. so strict. never been cheated by her pleasant kiut look. she ask for money! she's also been a handful to keep us a company wherever we go. she gladly help!

12/10: wow i got so may notes today.

CUT was busy. i was readin d manzil wif min. then wen they came back...laughingly they went out again most all of them went to ukur their height. not me. i wouldnt know wats my height by now. let gone be by gone. hari niee jgk admirer Along give her birthday present...pompuan plak tue. Eee. hahaha. lucu. skoollife this is it! n i also succesfuly jual buku2 adabi melalui sms. hahahaha. a real historical day. someday let do somethin 2 remind of this day minna san!

12/10: midnite was so wonderful. wen i'm writtin this i kind of thinkin back wat was so wonderful at this moment. demo..i cannt recall any. accordg to my notes i got CUT maskot. a bluee pillow shaped 'ikan buntal'. fahter bought it for me. kawai nee. i name it Muta@Ronaldo Von Moon. hahaha. maybe this wat make me hapy this day back there.*blinkblink*

13/10: Jill, Afif, Hazim, Min. we talk bout chemistry. how learng was so fun during cg nik lesson. i then spread to oldskool memory wif Afif at our dear skool, SIT. then thing goes on to d form1 memory. n came Along. we talk about how Lee had been so arrogant at d time. d one who fren wif Lee was only me at time as we got deserted in d same class. n wen we went to d kantin we met Afif n d other. tat was wen she got to know them. suprisingly tat 'arrogant Lee', a nikname Afif n other gave her was no suit to her frenly manner. kiut to say. actually Afif n the other made gud fren wif her a lot more than me i guess. well i been sprated from my dearly nakama for years s i skip d skool. n there i go to sit at d back far from my Afif.

14/10: CUT study nicely smooth. Jill n Along do d physic. Afif n Mean do d chemistry. Deal n Hazim did d biology. hr nie kami study sesungguh2. sorang tanya soalan pasal madah dia, smua orang dpt manfaat...w/pon tgh wak madah lain. i got this today-->insulin change glucose to glucagon. n vise versa but using another enzyem, glucogen. a little bit confused wift d glucagon n glucogen. hehehe. tats why i love studyn but why i don wanna go to school? is school a 'borin' without me?? NO!! by d way where's arif, hafiz n lee??

15/10: comic conan. we talk bout tat. n min, afif, jill n deal. we read tat. its only us this times. other get busy. study diffrentiation. deal yang ajar. n kitorang baca satu passage y lucu.BM. its says; baca petikan dengan menekankan perkataan 'sudah'--> 'untuk pengetahuan kau aku sudah pun menemui Erique....antologi anak laut' hahaha. read it corretly. n u'll got me wats so funny. if dont. keep readin dont give up.

21/10: lee ask me to make a note on her promise to Hafiz tat she'll fast 4 a day if sonmthin happened as she said bout Hafiz.. i remind u girls!! today kitorang masuk lab since d mornin till last ring bell. during the MAT lesson Jill ask cg d permision to go to d library n wen i said 'cg nak kluar g library skejap' smua bbdak CUT ikut ckp 'saya pon.8x'. lapan2 pon pergi!! n tonight i remember bout my 1st childhood science teacher. just how she tought me science..

19/11:its been a month since i last wrote d notes. busy tat d keyword. imagine urself wats we've been busy of??. hr niee Jill accompanykan Lee pergi amik jadual spm. Lee tarik tgn Jill. Jill tarik tgn Arif. n know wat it keeps on till all us go alas except for Hafiz. die blum sampai skool lagi! n suprisingly smua pon ikut Lee tanpe tahu sebab? why? where? n bile tahu dah stengah jalan some us pusin balik. its no use for 8 people to go n pick a few papers. berast sgt ke??funny. skoollife. childish i wuld say but a great momento 2 remember.*smiling*

20/11: today i see the other side of Mean. she cried. n all d CUT members gather. emergency gathrin. tats d soft part. i like it. coz i like 2 see my fren been honest wif theirself. we r fren. nothin to shy of. why she cried?? let it be CUT dark little secret. i know all d members of CUT know it exctly which one.
20/11: it seem today had been the last day 4 me doin the notes. we r realy gettin more n more busy. tonite kitorang ade +han biology ngan sir. ntah ke brape kalinyer. its not a gud nite. we been so sebal. lets keep it secret too. i think a few keywords is enough for CUT to remember those nitemare nite..incident sebal.xpuas ati. dengki. apehal luu. waaah.. we been d victim 4 some people stress..examkan. n d sentence realy make us angry; 'diamlaa..tahulah pandai'
~Matanee~

comrade

today my comrade..best comrade ever ask me bout my blog history..hehe
ma nee. i guess i gonna have 2 start uploadin my stuff
let etch all the momento we together..yosh gambatte jill
way to jill d legend!